jennandjuice13:

Even here inside these walls, breaking each others hearts
And we don’t care cause we’re so

Is it bad I relate to this song?

Heart Attack|Trey Songz

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Her name is Karina le sigh*

I think that my problem is that I lose myself in her.

I need to find a way to love her and be with her but not lose myself. If that makes any sense. I think it does.

How can I not think about it? Or stress it? When in reality she’s the woman that I love. She’s the one that I want to marry and spend the rest of my life with. How can I NOT have an emotional attachment to everything that includes her? I just can’t seem to comprehend how people can love and not be attach. How is that even possible?

I just know that I want to go home. I want to be next to the people I love. I can’t help to wonder how long is this going to last…this “friendship” or whatever label you want to throw on what we hold. We came into terms of “taking it slow, going with the flow..” but sometimes I can’t help to ask myself..Do you even deserve me? Do you even deserve us being friends or forming some sort of establishment? After everything? How am I so sure that you won’t pull the same shit again? And when you do pull the same shit, I will be back to that place, that same place that you left me in. Torn, confused, and in love. 

Ellie Goulding - Lights (Bassnectar Remix)

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What if this is a game to you?

I’m mellow. I’m not happy nor sad, but I’m contempt. I love myself, I love life, I love the ups and downs of life. It’s amazing to me how things can change within a day. One day your whole word could be falling apart and the next, things are just… alright.

I’m okay with being contempt…for now. This is not the way I plan on living my life but for the time being, I’ll embrace being contempt. It’s better than crying and feeling like you are prone to a stroke or heart attack.