I’m mellow. I’m not happy nor sad, but I’m contempt. I love myself, I love life, I love the ups and downs of life. It’s amazing to me how things can change within a day. One day your whole word could be falling apart and the next, things are just… alright.
I’m okay with being contempt…for now. This is not the way I plan on living my life but for the time being, I’ll embrace being contempt. It’s better than crying and feeling like you are prone to a stroke or heart attack.